Monday, April 19, 2010


Thank you, Lord. another beautiful day that you gave to me. Monday incredible, the second time in my life. This day starts with a new class. we moved into XII SOS 1 class (but we are still the class XI Science).

then during the ceremony, our class was chosen to be choir. I was chosen to be dirigent. for more 'Indonesia Raya' and 'hening Cipta' is not problem for me. but when they ask them to lead the national anthem, I was speechless. and worse, I was told to come forward! used a microphone! OMG! I was very nervous. When I started taking the basic tone, my voice is so screwed up, my face heating up! Plus, the song is repeated twice! OMG ... after the completion ceremony, our gym teacher said if our choir is SO GOOD! the fact that difficult to accept :)

then I joined OSK [mathematics] at SMAN 7. I'd permission to go home from school at 8 a.m. then I studied at a Egi's room. we were not really studying, but studying and sleeping. we went to eat first and then buy stationery. actually I did not no preparation (stationery) for this Olympiad :D I bought a pen and pencil [the exam board I borrowed from my friend(dona) who have completed Physics Olympiad]. I'll run out of money if I buy a sharpener (because on my desk, i had a lot sharpener). I ordered the seller to whittle my pencil :D

when we arrived at SMAN 7, we (me and Egi) meet the other friends. I also met my JHS friend, Resman aka monong? I'm a bit annoyed with the system of division of space in SMAN 7. when my name with the name of the person really close to master mathematics. Our room was split, even though we were sitting close together. well, maybe God wants to see me work myself.

I moved to Egi's room, and Egi moved to room 15. after exams, I felt relieved and went back with my friends (elly, Omi, Egi, adit, ilas, GES, etc.). Egi back with her boyfriend.

at home, we don't know how to ride public transportation numbers. become our way up to the intersection. the time has come, we took a public transportation towards areca line (through ayahanda). then I see a direct public transport to my house. I stopped, then I don't know how much to pay (I took just 50 seconds). I gave 500 IDR, my friends laugh. I fear my public transport has passed by, I pass away from me, I gave money 2000IDR, and straight take lumps of thousand money in the hands of the drivers. my friends still laugh until I ride public transportation.

while there, I just realized, if the return that I took turned out to 2000 IDR. hahahahaha :D that means the same course I'm only paying 500 IDR. during the trip, I kept laughing remain my freak behavior XD

and that's what happened today. VERY FUN. I hope, tomorrow is also fun :)

PS: I'm still ashamed to show face, to all students in school >///<

Sunday, April 18, 2010

May 4

weew weew weew. kali ini aku pakai bahasa mode. aku dilema besok ikut olimpiade apa nggak. aduh, mana persiapan kurang. zzzzzzz.

anw, aku mau bahas tentang tanggal 4 mei. hari berduka buatku. pertama karena 3 tahun yang lalu, anjingku hilang dari rumah. kabarnya pas mamaku anatar aku ke sekolah anjing aku ikutin mobil kami. dan dia hilang. aku menangis selama 2 minggu, karena itu pertama kalinya aku memelihara anjing.

kedua, karena site kesayanganku, harus ditutup. kalau site itu mau tetap ada, maka site itu harus diubah ke premium dan artinya BAYAR. dengar-dengar sih $7/month.

well, begitulah kenyataannya. kita nggak bisa salahkan creatornya. dia membuat ning untuk menghasilkan uang. masalahnya adalah kita yang mau menerima perubahan itu apa nggak.

PS: olompiade nggak olimpiade nggak olimpiade nggak.....

Saturday, April 17, 2010


When I became a member there, I was alone, lonely, don't know anything. But now I've had everything. FRIENDS.

Well, the prologue to the above is an expression of my heart. after school, I open my favorite website, or NAKAYOSHI.NING.COM NNC and it turns out, I saw a discussion on IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ THIS! REALLY REALLY IMPORTANT ABOUT NING! it is that social networks will be turned into pemium ning, but we have to pay. if not, we will remove ning. read more at HERE!
But you know what that means? that means is separated. I always look forward to the time where I will part with all my friends in cyberspace. but they are different. they give me joy, accompany me as I fear, giving the latest information. They are everything to me. 9 months I've become a member on that site, and I feel very comfortable! I don't want to part with that comfort.

I know we had never met, but I already consider you like a friend. a lot of acting, a hobby we share. we can change our own self. Maybe for you guys who don't know how the pain of separation is, you take it for granted.

Honestly, there are many losses that I get in the NNC. my internet bill is exspensive, I mostly play computer, I'm often online until the morning. But that is not comparable with what I got. I get happiness, friendship, and I also have started to adjust the time I was smart. Even for now I'm more focused on school.

Do I have to regret because I meet you? Sholud I never knew you, guys? Should I never know this site? WRONG! although this will  some of the closed social networks and we can't meet again, but I will still remember you as a person who ever gives a splotch of happiness in my life. I shall remember you as .... FRIEND.

I'm sure we'll always be together, here, forever.

anw, for those who don't know what happened with NING, please read this.


Today we made some changes at Ning. I want to share with you the email Jason Rosenthal, our CEO, sent to all Ning employees:


When I became CEO 30 days ago, I told you I would take a hard look at our business. This process has brought real clarity to what's working, what's not, and what we need to do now to make Ning a big success.

My main conclusion is that we need to double down on our premium services business. Our Premium Ning Networks like Friends or Enemies, Linkin Park, Shred or Die, Pickens Plan, and tens of thousands of others both drive 75% of our monthly US traffic, and those Network Creators need and will pay for many more services and features from us.

So, we are going to change our strategy to devote 100% of our resources to building the winning product to capture this big opportunity. We will phase out our free service. Existing free networks will have the opportunity to either convert to paying for premium services, or transition off of Ning. We will judge ourselves by our ability to enable and power Premium Ning Networks at huge scale. And all of our product development capability will be devoted to making paying Network Creators extremely happy.

As a consequence of this change, I have also made the very tough decision to reduce the size of our team from 167 people to 98 people. As hard as this is to do, I am confident that this is the right decision for our company, our business, and our customers. Marc and I will work diligently with everyone affected by this to help them find great opportunities at other companies.

I've never seen a more talented and devoted team, and it has been my privilege to get to know and work with each and every one of you over the last 18 months.

We'll use today to say goodbye to our friends and teammates who will be leaving the company. Tomorrow, I will take you through, in detail, our plans for the next three months and our new focus.


Jason Rosenthal

I know many of you will have questions about this announcement. We will share detailed plans within two weeks.

I feel confident that this change in direction will be very positive for our premium service customers because Ning will be 100% focused on delivering the features and services which benefit you and help you achieve your goals.

I will be here to answer your questions and respond to your concerns. However, today I am focusing on my team, so there may be a delay in my responses.


John McDonald

VP Advocacy

that's enough. the last day is May 4. So bye...

PS: Himawari Arisha said that she will make the new one, NwC, i think i'm gonna miss NNC...

Friday, April 16, 2010

resentment that culminated

school started today and I'm pretty sad because my brother was not in school anymore :( he is no longer a student. I felt I was left. I feel lonely and alone. well but it's just a feeling I have.

anw, I had choir practice. and it turns out ... I'm disappointed! Disappointed! disappointed because every word we ever say that we are a family is a lie! why don't you try to share? to tell the problems we face? PEOPLE?! F *** to you all! if you don't want me to know, Okey! let's just say we do not have in a group. I'm disappointed!

anw, today's pictures are:

ikan buaya

omi and me


Thursday, April 15, 2010

Liburan? Les aja deh...

Yep. before that i wanna say


aku bikin warna muda, biar mamaku tetap awet muda :) okay, hari ini hari terakhir libur. jadi aku menghabiskan waktu ku di tempat les. online pun tidak ada satu hari. yah kecuali wifi-an di Bakmi Gila sama koki sunda. begitu pulang dari tempat les, aku langsung siap-siap untuk makan-makan :D yep, wifi-an lagi ^^
tapi payah, pas mau download komik, wifi-nya dimatikan server (karena kebesaran kali, ya).

anw, gak ada foto hari ini. mau potong kue dulu. bubye :D

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Girls Day Out

as I've said before, that Monday, we (BXC) would hang out. despite the late hour of the set. only one person who did not come, Elly (see me previous post).

Naomi came with purple shades coupled with her great-grandmother's purse. I came with the orange shirt. we watched the movie Crash Of The Titans. Omi and I really want to see HOW TO Train the Dragon. But because people who treat us don't want to watch it, well we just followed. Our fate is the same, imaaaa ....

Apparently this movie was unexpected. exciting, sad, suspenseful! Perseus is the main character in this film. he is a creature half human and half god. he was the son of Zeus. while Hades is the brother of Zeus, the evil, and wants to destroy mankind. Perseus found in the ethics of the sea, with her mother who had died in the casket. Really cried! Losses do not watch it!
After watching, we were eating. I'll have a Chicken chops. Coupled with mayonnaise is disgusting. I'm fed up with mayonnaise, because almost every day at home I eat a salad with it :6

naomi and me

After that we went to order a dozen of J. Co donuts. Finally I said to it, its price is 51,000 IDR dozen. hahahahha so long huh?

Then we were to Happy Puppy (actually I really hate the service at this place). We sing for 3 hours, until our voices low. Naomi came home first, because she was reprimanded at her sister. Moreover, she went to her grandmom house in Tanjung Morawa, so far. 

birthday present (from lia and delwi to angel and dian)

delwi and me

BIG apologize for NAOMI

PS: lately, my dad often told me to read TEMPO magazine.
well, it's kinda.... err. but, i'll read it. ASAP.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

This day isn't my lazy day

Today should became the most beautiful day of the week in my life. starting with going to church activities, playing with my dog in the housing, and leisure. well, having a lazy day, i guess ... but not for the day of the week this time. when I got home I got word that the parents of our friends who are both members of the choir, has died. Our plan will wake hours 1 p.m.
story began when my brother realized that he was too late to SIMAK UI in SMAN 2 Medan. With full speed, my mom's driving is very professional. And my brother who strangely managed to take the basic capacity exam that only left 30 minutes, with reason 'MUMEN' aka 'vomiting diarrhea'.

Thank so much for my mom. then I went to the funeral. and it turns out .... his house very far away! in 'SRI GUNTING' and that means NEAR with Elly's house. and turned out again .... Elly is also close to the family know that! oh my .... this city actually very small ...  elly said if his father had died of heart attack. well, since fatigue is more precise. hey, you want to know how far elly's house? let me tell you.

you must wait for public transport there is only ONE every 30 minutes, you have to put up with a very hot atmosphere in public transport, must stand with dangdut music, winding roads, potholes, broken, dusty street up and down!! believe me you felt like returning to the countryside, village, outposts! i'm certain that area is invisible on GPS.

I'm glad I live where I was not that bad. I can still see the city lights from my house. and transportation facilities are not that bad. elly sorry if I've been annoyed because you're always late, always lazy when asked out. now I really know the conditions where you live: 6

Essentially, do not ever complain over what was already there with you.

PS: tomorrow is Monday!

Saturday, April 10, 2010


I came late to school this morning. lessons begin at 7:15 am, and I came in at 7:35 pm Pity me. Physics teacher, told me to quickly go before the gates closed. Well at least I was not discharged. Fortunately, today there is Easter in school, so there is no lesson. in fact, Passover begins at 9 am, but I mainly participated in the choir. so I was not studying :). The first lesson should be religious, even the fact the test! but the teacher was busy preparing for Easter, so here's ....

so I arrived at school, my bxc friends are on pictures taken. I left because I had choir practice. we sang a song that very nice! I can not wait to be a farewell event, because we will sing the most romantic songs! hahaha:)

I had a camera because adit lee want to borrow it. well, he's part of the documentation members. apparently in addition to smart in the academic, he is also smart to take a picture. not as bad as the pictures taken from another friend. I selected those picture which I think deserve in my blog.

I just can not bear to see my friend play like that, let alone the truth??!! I think I would faint from shock.

See, I was wearing black clothes, who was smiling on the bench.

*left: nida and wenny
*right: delwi, dian, lia, and me :)
(from left)

Choir, I'm wearing red shoes.

okey, c ya next time. i have to go bath before my dad singing again...

PS: kenot wait until moday!!! hahaha! BXC - selalu ingin belajar

Wednesday, April 07, 2010


Test... this is my new skin. how's look? better kah? bright or dark? i guess i love this one. yeah but i kenot make any links i mean banner. if i put it on then i lose my post. no music, no banner, no event, no counter, no clock. pity me :'(

then, why don't you change ur skin? the only one answer is i do not have time to think it. maybe next week, i'll search for new one.


I considering about leaving school tomorrow, because of chemistry exam. okay, i believe i can do this! I wish to be smart at chemistry someday...

anw, on monday i will go with my fellas haha :) they gonna treat us. tx ANGEL and DIAN 

I have no project this week, focus on OSK. wish me luck!

PS: i've already know how to use BB connect on my P1i, so send me an email ya :)

and i bored with this skin...

Monday, April 05, 2010


OSK will be there next week. wish me luck for that yes. anw, became a member in one scanlation group also makes me tired. I had to re upload all the comics which I translate, but this work is fun:) I just opened one site where I read the Indonesia manga and i found my cyber name there. haha, idk when i donate that comics, but never mindlah....

This week, I'm just doing meruhen-chan, if raw chocolate comes, I'll connect chapter 5. bloggie you know, I was a little stressful this week. probably due to problems of school lessons that have been made full head.

I apologize to everyone who has ever I hurted. I do not know your feelings, but I know you are angry and upset at me. sorry for friends who are disappointed in me, here I am. I want to study first, rather a discussion of mathematics. I want to raise the value of my exam fee that is severe, especially in Deutsch. wish me luck!