Hi. I don't wanna post anything today but I feel like I should share my thoughts. I silently wanted somebody right now. Liking someone, wanting them, when they don't want you is like that point during apparition when you are being squeezed from all sides, only you never pop put on the other side. He unknowingly broke my heart countless time. Of course he doesn't know. I never tell him. I wanna make sure first, is this like a stupid effect from someone who's good, handsome, beauty, cool? It's hard to ignore at beauty. When a beautiful woman, or man, or flower or painting crosses your path, your eyes follow, just as sunflowers turn their heads to follow the sun. So it's normal for me to look at him right? To steal any glances when I could.
You know, actually I'm a bit shock at something. It just that I find it difficult to write that on my blog. It's personal matters. Until now I feel guilty for going trough my friend's phone. I mean they're dating, all right?! It's a common thing for them. Not for me cause by remembering that thing I still feel so awkward. I doubt I will act normal around her anymore.
University is hectic. I have a lot of assignment, quiz, presentation, and so on. I'm glad that I've made the right choice. I will be taking 22 credits for this semester. No pressure, just do the better everyday.