My friends and I (Kichong) went to Mikie Holiday last Wednesday. We celebrated our temporary freedom from exams. Too tired too writing it one bye one and I suppose to read some chapters for tomorrow classes. Here are the photos :) (only two btw :p)
Monday, April 21, 2014
Sup? Mid test was over. Here I am, feeling like blogging is the wise idea. My second-to-last semester is killing me. I have a mountain of homework, presentations, quizzes and so on. The lecturers are killer. Their teaching method is scaring the hell out of me. They are like asking you questions, if you can not answer you will not sit for the rest of the lesson or (which the worst), they give you a low score. I miss my old days in university anyway. I have goals in this semester like finding a good title, maintaining my temporary GPA or increasing it, living a healthy life, etc.
Aside from uni's life, I'm so sad right now. I can't tell you what exactly it is but when you're coming home, what do you expect? When you're so tired from all your activities in this dirty world, you expect something good when you arrive at home. But what happen if your second-to-last hiding place is no different with the dirty world? That's how I feel. Like people who might famous had said, "Love is the energy that keep a person sane." Well, let me tell you, the last thing I wanna do in this corrupt life is believing in love between human. What is love, when you keep lying? What is love, when you never show your love? Love is delusional. People might fall in love, the might say they had found their soul mate, true love and another bs. I just pity them for they might wrong. They just feel that way, as long as they're happy, it's love.
So for those who have an affection on me, I'm sorry, I don' have any mutual feeling. I don't want to love.