Friday, March 18, 2016


He said that he knew my character
Said that I was a headstrong
and arrogant.

Aw, it tickled my heart.
If I had one.

Well, yeah, the last thing I want to do is being inappropriate to certain people. These are for people who used a false judgement on me. Or maybe... it was not false, I just happen to loathed the person who said it. I do not care, still suits for the person anyway.

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

The World was Wide Enough

What is a legacy?
It’s planting seeds in a garden
you never get to see
I wrote some notes at the beginning of a song
someone will sing for me

Thursday, March 10, 2016


Story goes like this. I decided to plant my own lemongrass. Like every new beginning, I was hopeful and water them every morning. Days went by, nothing happened and things got hectic. I basically stopped watering altogether and left them to fend for themselves in scorching Brisbane weather. Thought they're dead by now but guess how surprised I was to find green leaves thriving this morning. Often times, the crucial stages in life are slow, with not much visible progress. But just because it is not visible, doesn't mean it's not there. I'm thankful that even when I'm slow (such as this lemongrass), God is gentle and patient. He who began the good work in you will carry it to completion.

My cousin shared it on her ig. I guess I should plant a lemongrass too, hm? I've always heard that plant is the perfect metaphor for life but why use metaphor when plant is life?

Wednesday, March 09, 2016

Garbage Man

I see poverty everywhere. I hear people begging for a job every time. Those are kind of usual for me. I can't feel any pities nor sympathies anymore.

Until I heard and I saw, a garbage man begging for a low job for his own son who recently had finished high school. I had never feel this way before. Geez they're just acquaintances I shouldn't waste my thoughts on them. But I was angry. I didn't know why. Maybe it was because the garbage man was like set a limit for his son or maybe because the garbage man had never preached his son to study hard or maybe because the garbage man permitted his son to dream big. 

Then I realized that I had no place to vent my rage.

Last touch, here it is. the partial solar eclipse.

Tuesday, March 08, 2016

An Old Question

My father once asked me what was the largest number I could think of. I said that I didn't know. He asked me again if I believe there was a largest number in this world. Ah... old times, I did math just for grades. I found out that there was no such thing as a largest number when I was a teenager. Now, I finally understand the question.

If the infinities don't exist, how is God infinite?

Though that doesn't mean I don't believe in God.