Legal

I thank you, my dearest friends, for celebrating my humble birthday. Thanks for all the hopes which I gladly will turn it to reality. Thanks for the cakes, surprises, and prayers. This is so blast, I'm so happy and my stresses are left behind.
I thank You, Lord, for guiding me straight and true through many obstacles in my path. I thank You, Lord, for the friends I made. I'm legal now. I'm ready for the burden on my shoulders.

celebration from my high school bitches, dina (on the left) & dona (took the picture)

my dearest best friend in town, naomi

 

 look, how happy they were, seeing my poor soul sliced the damn cake.

 an expected and non surprising celebration from good people in Persisten

"tim pengoyak dompet"

An Innocent Wish

Dear Naomi, happy 22th birthday. I wish you all joyousness in your lucky life. God bless you abundantly.

No Longer a Teenager

So today I turned 20. I thanked God for all the things He had done for me, for His blessings. I thanked my family and friends who keep supporting me. Especially last year when I was sick, very sick, and down. Thank you for being there when I need you. I hope that my wish and your wishes on me will come into reality.

Somehow I feel like an idiot. You know what, deep in my heart, I wish he sends me a greeting for my birthday (like that text that he sent to me last year when I was sick). Ironically, it's impossible. Too dangerous to write down the reason. What if someone visiting my blog and he/she knows all means behind every sentence. Losing pride is the risk.

So, my junior friend invited me to join a reunion tomorrow. I wanted to go even I have an appointment after lunch. I can handle that but one thing. It's quite embarrassing. When I was in junior high, I only had four closest friends. Well honestly, I was popular and I had many friends when I was jhs but only us (me and my girlfriends) who went to different high school. Our ex-school has kindergarten, elementary school, jhs, and shs. So me and my four other friends went to different high school and the rest stayed in the same school. So been away for three years, it loosen our (me and the rest who stayed) knot and the opposite. I have this feeling, feeling like I'm gonna look like a complete stranger to them. I really want to go but I have no company.

Anyway, I'm in misery. I haven't got any exam results yet! and the worst part is I don't know if I'm ready to see the result. Okay...so, I'm tired of writing.

Happy birthday to Me :)

Massive Day's Discourse

Yesterday was hilarious. Words can't describe how I really want to thank you one by one for all your wishes. Especially for my closest friends. They gave me a strawberry shortcake! I really have no idea, guys, I'm feeling so overwhelmed. I mean, since I was in high school, you always give me a birthday cake. Well mostly my hot bitches from bxc did so, I haven't get one from them this year, but it still counts.

Being nineteen reminds me that next year I will no longer be a teenager. I still have feeling that I never do my best in every aspect of my life. Sometimes I fly so high that people can't reach me, sometimes I fall down in a deep hole and I'm stuck and I can't get out on my own. I even needed someone's hand reaching to pull me up. I have no achievement this far. It's embarrassing. What makes me different from my old high school self? I'm sick every time I hear someone on my age has an achievement, has gone to other countries or places to study, or at least has some jobs and got paid from it. What am I?

Okay, stop this drama. Stop being a victim and loser. I just need to focus in present. Regret changes nothing in past, kills time in present. Maybe this feeling is just because of father's birthday lecture. Sometimes we need to look up to get the motivation and we need to look down to appreciate what we have.

"An error doesn't become a mistake until you refuse to correct it."

My Massivvvvveee Dayayayayayyy

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEIIIIIIIIIII!
TODAY WAS REALLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AMAZING!

Geez

Posting kali ini melalui mobile phone alasannya karena aku terlalu malas untuk online melalui komputer. Sebetulnya aku mau upload photo saat natalan sekolahku, namun rencana itu perlu dikubur dalam-dalam karena saat ini aku sedang ujian semester.

Memang nggak ada yang special kali di natalan itu. Aku cuma sekedar nyanyi-nyanyi di depan aja. Tapi malam itu, aku bahagia banget sepulang dari natal. Mungkin aku bahagia karena memiliki teman-teman sekelas yang baik, sahabat-sahabat yang teramat baik, dan guru-guru yang bijaksana. Overall aku bakal cerita natal sekolahku kalau photonya sudah aku upload.

Soal ujian semester, kali ini kami ujian multiple choice 40soal dan essay 45soal. Lebih mudah? Jelas. Masalahnya adalah adek kelas satu. Mereka terlalu ribut. Malahan mereka yang sibuk kali siapkan contekan, kopekan. Bahkan saat ujian berlangsung hape mereka getar-getar. Benar-benar menggangguku.

Lupakan soal ujian semester, let it flow ajalah. Walaupun lagi maraknya ujian, aku sama temanku, naomi, malah sibuk baca komik foong. Bahkan kami rela habiskan uang kami demi komik itu. Tidaak banget. Kami kehilangan kendali diri. Harusnya kami sadar udah kelas 3.

Tambahan: Rendahkan sajalah dirimu itu kawan. Nggak perlu membanggakan orang lain yang terkenal meskipun itu temanmu. Banggakanlah dirimu supaya menjadi terkenal.

Begitulah..

IPA 2 hearts dugem :)

 Gaby ngadain birthday party-nya di lembur kuring. jadi kami sekelas diundangnya. sumfeh, seru banget. baru kali ini party bareng sekelas, gokil bersama. aku, sisil, bona, jadi penyanyi kelas kakap alias cuma numpang ngasih suara. sebetulnya aku mau nyanyi sendiri bawain lagu the only exception, tapi keanya sumfeh, gak fas banget deh di birthday party (kea acara aku aja). tapi beneran lah, pas acara makan-makan, nyanyi, terus nyanyi satu kelas, terus yang paling asoy dj time ;D

awalnya aku malas ke dance floor, tapi karena setengah dari teman sekelas udah ngumpul di situ, aku gabung. sumfeh seru banget! aku nari salsa bareng aeth, terus ngedance bareng-bareng yang lain. terus kami buat lingkaran gitu, yang mau nge-dance di dalamnya. awalnya ga ada yg mau, dipancing dulu. terus si lucky dengan gaya topi mereng, masuk ke situ dan mulai nge-dance lagi. yeaaaa, dj-nya mendukung kali pun, mc-nya keren. sumfeh, I heart party ♥

karena udah agak malam dan kami masih sekolah besok (sabtunya, sebenarnya ngadain 17-an sih), kami harus pulang. tpai sebelum pulang kami foto2 dulu sekelas, terus main2 di playgroundnya. hahaha, kayak acara sendirilah. sampai keluarga si gaby, sodaranya, teman smpnya, dikit kali ngambil acarany (keanya). ternyata di balik seragam sekolah, kita punya baju party. dibalik buku pelajaran, kita punya musik dj. dibalik pelajaran penjas, kita punya dance floor dan tariannya. TGIF!

selebihnya ada di kamera si fotograper yang di sewa. jaa ;)

Lora's Birthday Party

oh dear, skipping school today because my body tired. It's all because of Lora's birthday party. well, before it, me, Lora and Egi must face the test for the KIK program. so exciting, you know. three of us sat at the back, and bang stephanus was loak after us. Next, We back to our home and prepare for her party. good job for the three of us! 

party starts at 5 p.m. and I'm with Egi come at 6 p.m. Egi first have to find a gift, Lora said no gift no food :p. I gave her a very simple gift, I didn't wrap it, not even that good stuff. because I gave her what she needs, guess what. Egi give her stuff, but idk what is it. the problem is, she hasn't wrapped her gift, so she wrapped it with newspaper, you're so creative, gi! and Finally, She didn't give it up, Because it's so embarrassing. yeah, maybe she'll give it next time.
  

anw, before that, i want to tell you sumthing really stupid. I entered the room and Egi one's birthday! we went to a birthday party kids. damn pissed to you, waitress who laughed at us! syssl said that in addition to moving the pool. we only see the pond near the playground. Lembur Kuring you know, right? pond just outside the visible, if the inside is not. holy shit! it's so embarrassing! 

bang stephanus with lora :)

syssl, egi, me (sorry shaking)

when we get there, we took our seats near our tutor. bang julius (oh dear, why am i always type his name as julia first then i change it with julius) and stephanus. they're so funny, rite?! well, We just laughing each other. egi and bang stephanus make a bet on Italy and New Zealand Geez: D 

alright, I'm too tired to type what had Happened last night. I'm very happy to see my old friends, grace kocik my old twins :p, miss u so much, girl! 

that's all! all photographs are still stored in egi's camera. Okey, back to the first sentence, i'm not school because of being lazy and my school was held SMAN 4 cup, skipping is the rite one, isn't it? seriously, I don't feel well today.

okay, it just for some comments which is so fulled up in my email. this blog is personal, i made it because i love to share my own with yours. so don't talk behind me if u think my blog is useless. this is personal, about my life, school life. shut up ur damn f*cking mouth! i just think to make a new one later and not about my school nor activities.