Stupidos girl...

I just don't know but I feel like I am a murder. So just now I sprayed all ants on my desk with perfume. They ate a snack or something. And it's so annoyed me, so I sprayed it. I feel so bad! I'm scared God will mad to me. what should I do now? Trying apologize to their family? I mean ant familie and her grandpa grandma?? ohh my...