Saturday, August 23, 2014

You,

I'm not so nice so I don't know how to say this. I hope you understand what my silence means. I hurt you a hundred times. Will you just let me free?
I don't want to feel any guilt every single damn time I ignore your affection. I always thought that someday you'll find an answer in my silence. But, God, you just don't get it. It's undeniably frustrating.
Please... leave me be. There are plenty of woman better than me. I'm not what you are think of. I'm spoiled. Tainted. Broken. I do not love.
Please... your love makes both of us suffer. Just stop loving me. I don't hate you. I just don't want you keep wasting your time on me. I don't want you to be like me.
Please... go away, look ahead in your amazing life and just observe all good things still waiting.

Sincerely,
The guilt ones