Memory

One unpleasant and unfortunate memory seems like crawling back up to the surface. It frightens me more than anything. I wish it stays where it once had been.

The Road is Long

try to have fun in the meantime...

No sane people call it easy

...but I'll try.

Vulgarism

How could an old man with gagged eyes
crashed her entirely hope?
One single lines broke it.
There she was, sitting, pretending.
All she wanted to say was, "Fuck you, what's the difference?"
She never voiced it.
Yes, indeed...
Fuck his lonely old life.

I Don't Even Know Why

Today was fun, really, really fun with close friends, new people, strangers...
But still, happiness was still far from me.

I was wrong yesterday. Actually, yesterday was (indeed) really fun. My friends and I went to Cemara Asri swimming pool. We swam for like four hours. Geez, I really like swimming but I hate it when my skin got darkened. Maybe I should register to become a member of one of those gym which has an indoor swimming pool? Anyway, without further ado, these are some silly photos I'd like to share :)

 secret agents wanna be

 lady in red skirt, ester, and naomi

 and... they were ended up dancing -_-

shamelessly silly selfie

 ester with stranger in the water

ester swam like her life depends on it

 the other side of naomi

That afternoon, I went to Ester's house waiting my brother to pick me which lead to this adventure with bicycle. We rode bicycle maybe for 500 meters. I tell you, my friend, it hurts.

We ended up in Roland's to buy some drinks and we didn't bring much money so we kind of called some friends to come over to, well um..., treat us with some drinks? At 10.30 pm, we, as in Cynthia, Ester, and I, left Roland's and bought a cheap martabak because of starving. That day was fun. I hope we can do another silly things together again, I really hope that. That weekend was a bliss.

Stone

It was unrealistic
It was amazing
How we were staring at each other
Unsure who speak first
Didn't know any words
We were the unmoving one in a rush
I might a little surprised to see you here
I didn't care, I swore, I didn't care
I just need to watch you, find any difference,
save it to my memory,
and remember it every time I feel like I need it,
till we... meet again.